On the Darker side of town

 

 where's the morphine?

 

 Where's the morphine,

 My head is pounding, the pain vicious and mean

 Black thoughts enter in my mind,

So dark I can visualize being blind

 The meaning of life suddenly becomes blurry

 When there is no meaning you just want the ticking time to hurry

 That ticking time of life, that meaningless life

 Where is the morphine? or where is the knife?

 Make the pain go away, make this sadness disappear

 Take me away to some blissful peace, somewhere numbing where I'll feel no fear

 So little and vulnerable I feel

 That despicable feeling, please just take me away and I'll make a deal

 A deal to be good, just this second 

 before you take me away to a safe haven

 But if it takes time, and if the clock continues to tick and tock

 then I'll ask myself again, where is the morphine.

 

For any pet owners

If I could

If I could Have one wish.

Undeniably, mine would be selfish

On my knees, hand clasped together,

I'd pray that you could live with me forever.

You are my life, you are my world

You are the reason my heart jumped and twirled.

You made me laugh and smile,

And when I did cry, you'd gave me those licks, not just one but a pile.

I thank god everyday for such a miracle sent to me,

But I also despise God for giving me a short period for us to be.

Another ten years sound more realistic,

But another ten years is  already being too optimistic.

God, Why are you such a tease?

To give me life but take it away with such an ease?

Although the time has not yet to come,

I dread and feel the pain of you leaving and returning to where you came from.

You came from heaven,

I know this because, you must be an angel that provided me this safe haven

Those wings you spread to warm my heart,

Is definitely a work of art,

To mend these shattered and broken fragments,

Is definitely a lot of hard work and a lot of patience.

I was a broken tool, a broken guitar out of tune

But from that first moment I met you, you already made me swoon.

I love everything about you,

your pointy ears, your wet black nose and even that stubby tail of yours too.

You are my everything, thank you so much for your existence.

Thank you so much for that unconditional love that was always full of persistence

And just know,

That if I could, I'd have you live with me forever. 

A Mother's Love

Caring and selfless with no hint of selfish,

She stands there alone and still stronger than stone,

Yet her hands and knees are brittle and weak,

She; an idolized mother won't make a peep

For she knows that she has to be strong

To convince her loving children that nothing is wrong,

She crumbles inside and wants to crack,

But whose shoulder can she cry on when she is the leader of this pack?

"don't worry about it, I'll do it myself",

She says this senseless reaching for that high shelf,

She tiptoes and reaches but continues to fail,

Yet her fingers stretches and still no prevail.

She refuses to ask for help because that is troublesome,

The last thin she wants is to be so bothersome.

No matter the bad luck  she'll be optimistic and look above,

She'll hide her pain to protect the ones she love.

She will always be that mother that shows the beauty of life and existence 

So that her children can live happily with confidence